Pregnancy, School and life! Oh My!
So, take on school and study to be a breastfeeding educator. My plan was to have most of my assignments done by the time baby arrives in August. Oh, life. This pregnancy hit me like a ton of bricks, literally. As soon as we confirmed with a doctor that we were indeed expecting bebé numero dos is when the Hyperemesis kicked in. Obviously my plan for school was put on the back burner.
I was so sick for so long, I felt bad for my hubby and son. I felt useless. And a little bit like a failure if I can be honest. I am so behind in my studies it gives me a headache just thinking about it. Now beginning my third trimester in pregnancy, baby and I are doing fine, I am off my medication for HG (Hallelujah) but the fatigue is so real. I just want to sleep. All day & all night. How does anyone get anything done?
I'm praying for that burst of energy some preggos get because between homeschooling my little one and maintaining the house I feel like a zombie most days. I thought I had a year to finish my schooling but to my surprise I have two! You don't know how happy that makes me, but it makes me want to kick myself in the butt because my second bundle of joy arrives in August and it doesn't leave me much study time.
For now, I will do what I can and enjoy the rest of my pregnancy. I will try not to be to hard on myself for my own sanity and for the sanity of those around me. We are moms right? We always make it happen!
Thanks for letting me vent.